i woke up today, forgetting the past.

i awoke today from my slumber sleep only to discover i've kinda forgotten the past. the past that was suppose to be left behind.. the past never to be mentioned of again.. the past that never had a future.. i had a shower and i instantaneously forgotten how it was that made the shampoo give me a refreshing menthol feel over my skull.. yes, my beloved heads and shoulders.. yet i forgot.. :) i went on to change and wore my mango black 3/4 pants for work, and it didnt occur to me that i couldnt fit into it sometime ago when i gained my weight.. so now i can, shall i celebrate at my small victory? the best part.. i wore my watch, and suddenly i forgot who gave it to me.. despite the fact that i was thinking abt the giver last night before i go to bed, i somehow forgot when i woke up.. yes, im sure im over the past now.. :)

the past is good, worth savouring, worth remembering.. but it is also worth letting go.. to breathe the air of tomorrow, exhaling those of yesterday.. that, my friends, is goodness.

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hehe, i dunno whats come into me.. but that's exactly how i felt today morning.. thank God i din forget myself eh? of cuz! i aint past! im present and future ;) hehe..
so the past few days have been quite awesome.. stay home saturday studying my butts off. which was pretty unsuccessful due to certain factors like my dad getting hungry, i going jogging, but hey overall it was brilliant. i completed my 11 page law MRT notes that my lecturer gave all of us.. explaining it to myself via writings and repeating it with understanding.. i think alls good.. it suddenly occured to me that amanda did write some law thing (which is btw latin :) ) called ejusdem generis.. its a case law intepretation of certain statues and law which are unclear.. so this particular one talks abt words in that statue section belonging to the "same class". somehow i still like the mischief rule better cuz its a highly likely question for my june exams.. hehe! i love it.. yeah, prettyy puhhlease come out! sometimes law jus fascinates me - yes, when i finally get the big picture.. i feel much better now.. not drowning helplessly in my company law. purrrrrfect!~

sunday was even better.. woke up at 9am feeling revived!!! its been ages since i had a good slp.. hehe my good slp consist of 9 hours.. 9 hours is like my optimum sleeping hours.. of cuz anything more is much appreciated and wanted. but below that jus give me panda-ish eyebags. URK!
so i went for my revision lecture and this lecture is a funny guy. he seriously amuses me and my toes! :) hehehe, but his explaination i tell you AWESOME.. he jus put it in a way so cool that man, law's cool! after that sth cool-er happened.. :) J's mom wanted me to join them for lunch. OOOOO! :) so we ate at chatter box. yummy :P it was my first time there tho.. okies, im a mountain tortoise larrr, but man. my beef kway teow was nice.. my vanilla milkshake was nice.. :) hehe. -slurps- we caught MI 3. it was phew.. HOT. but abit too cheesy at certain times. i think its the expression of Mr Cruise.. the way he portrays it. but hey,overall its still rather alright.. :) hehe. and yupps, clearly explains one thing to me.. trust is very impt in a rship. trust from both parties.. trust.. :) went home and had another jog again with my siblings.. :) haha. theyre so dam cool.. :) always accompanying their BIG sister for jogs and motivating me for my keep fit regime.. man, thanks guys! and J is also very keen on working out.. our anniversary is coming, im drafting some scheme to surprise him.. ;) hehe. J hates surprises..

aites, that's all for now.. off to work my sexy ass off. hahhaa!